crying for you

is it a bad luck to cry on chinese new year? i hope not. i couldn't resist it. i wont blame leong zhi for this time. i really thank him for telling me the truth. and for real which is why i hate it. mrs daisy passed away yesterday (30th of Jan, 2009) morning. and aunt agnes gave me a confirmation on it. the 1st thing i do was to slam my hp and do nothing. my tears just start rolling down my cheek. when i think about her, i start to cry. am i too emotional? i feel not. she is like my second grandma to me.

there will be no more chances for her to call amy and my name anymore. she always like to call us no matter what. amy and i always go for the friday hobby craft classes. i can remember the smile on her face when she ate the waffle we gave her. she looked like a small kid at that time. licking the chocolate. we knew that she was sick all the time. and we planned to call her and cheer her up. and today 10 pm, a message say that she passed away. this is what i regret the most in my life. not to be there for her when she needs company.

i can still hear her screaming at us when we always try to run away from her. then her laughter when the hobby craft club got into newspaper and got 2nd for collecting the most fund. she pampered us as if we were her grandchildren. when she is cooking in the cookery room, we would always sneaked in and she will give us food. as if we were her white mice. she is a very cheerful teacher though strict. but if you really know her very well, she is very friendly. everytime when she do hobby craft, she always drew daisy flower cause she said thats why she is named after daisy. i would really hope that all the readers that knew mrs daisy would have a moment of silence for her. mrs daisy will always be in our heart though she have left us early.though she didn't leave us anything, but the memories she gave us was everything to us. we will meet again someday but not now. like leong zhi say so: its life. ppl come and go.

i know that its still chinese new year. i would like to wished you ppl GONG XI FA CHAI. for the update of my holiday, i will post it when college re-open. so i think thats all for now.

raindrops are falling on my head

today was one of my best day in college. i went lunch with some of my classmate. then we ended playing poker card while waiting for the time to go slowly. then we kinda late for class. hahaha. the best thing was that me and leong zhi went bck to skol. and we bumped in sii nen. then he gave me some advises on my studies. which i really think is very helpful. then my mom got some wrong info. and turns out that me and leong zhi walking under the heavy rain. we walked so slow some more. hahaha. but it was fun. now all i can do is to touch wood that i don't fall sick. ITS ALL LEONG ZHI'S FAULT. [ by the way, me and leong zhi are not couple and we are like bro and sis]
and i so forget to take a picture of myself soaking wet. i was like soaking wet as if i just bath.
and the best thing is that i feel like a small kid again. though this is my 1st time walking in the rain. leong zhi and i was like chatting and walking slowly. it was fun. i shall do that again.

-lalalalala-

"raindrops keep falling on my head
and just like the guy who's feet are too big for his bed
nothing seems to fit
those...
raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling
so i just did me some talking to the sun
and i say i didn't like the way he got things done
he's sleeping on the job
those...
raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling
but there's one thing, i know
the blues they sent to greet me won't defeat me
it won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

raindrops keep falling on my head...
..........
because i'm free
nothing's worrying me"
-lalalala-


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM
xoxo...xoxo...xoxo
missed you as well

i feel so relax. no stress. no need any meditation. hahaha. breath in breath out. and say thats all for today. bye.

cool

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY

i dun knw wat else to write. just let this post especially for SAM CHAK HOR lah. happy birthday sam. may all ur wishes come true. and keep being cool.

.xoxo.xoxo.xoxo.

rejected

i promise Sheryn to write about something. so i got rejected for the 1st time though this is my 1st time asking him. i can't believe that i got rejected just like that. i feel so disappointed.
haix never mind lah. its all Kevin's fault. should have put the blame on him.

so today i went to a cafe for lunch with Sheryn, Chalid, Shien Hong, Kevin and Danny. the meal was not really satisfying. so don't really care about it anymore. i don't know what to write anymore. bla bla bla. very freaking tired now. really want to sleep.

i have been working ever since friday after college till sunday nite. and i didn't do any of my homework. so i stayed up late yesterday to revise my study. didn't get plenty of sleep since friday. and now i got a hill of homework to finished by tomorrow. and OMG chinese new year is coming. haven't really clean the house yet. feel like a dead fish now.

so i think i better ciao now. see ya. oh btw i bet most of you misunderstood with what i mean by the rejection. dare to bet. i actually just ask the twins for lunch. they rejected me because i think they got friends for lunch already. Kevin make it sound like it was a date between me and them. thats why i named it as a rejection. so tata.

on a date

well i feel really very myself today. not trying to be someone else to impress someone. i feel so relax and enjoyed. and i got into the first trouble. i think its more like a joke. i was asking people from my class whether they wanna go lunch together. so i ask Rabin. i was so serious that he ask me whether it was a date with him in a very serious manner. i was stunned which actually shocked that he ask that. then i started laughing. he keeps saying sorry that he frightened me. lolx. we almost got scolded by our biology lecturer for laughing.

then today David was very different or its just maybe because i don't really know him that well. he borrowed my physic notes and he returned it with clipping my papers very neat for me. i used to used paper clips only. now its stag together with the clips from the folio. he recommend me to use it as its very useful. then after the talk in MPH, i am suppose to walk to sri kl. then i was kinda late and amy broke her promise. so i was suppose to walk alone lah. but then David accompany me and walked me to sri kl. by the end of the road, then he told me that his car was at ss14 which was opposite mcd. and it was completely opposite of where we were going. i asked him why he want to accompany me since his car is not the same road. he say that its very dangerous to walked alone at the road. then he sent me off nearby sri kl. kinda like the entrance adi lah. i realized that he is a very good guy and a class rep. apart from being noisy.

then today went lunch at the pan mee shop with Sheryn and Kevin. we were suppose to go JAP. but we can't find it. but smart Kevin found it after we finished eating in the pan mee shop. so "potong steam". but still it was quite fun though i got bullied by those two. and most probably i going lunch with David tomorrow since he asked me to join him. why not?

BYE SEEK SEAN...
WILL MISS YOU

i better ciao now. have to finished lotz of homework....tata...

another happy day

today elise went out for lunch in asia cafe again. but this time i went with j-anne, my sweetheart. lol. too bad lah that amy didn't get to go with us. 2molo elise going old town cafe with shien hong, sheryn and chalid. anyone wanna come along can join, too. i dun really mind. its from 11 to 12.

then today elise cho out of no where was drag into the student council talk with sheryn and i kinda drag amy. lolx. the problem is that "do i want a post". can i keep up with that? but the troublesome is the campaign. so i might as well try and see first lah. its not like i gonna get chosen rite?

this is serious saying. i don't really wanna care about love matter anymore. i feel more like myself and i just wanna enjoy my college life. its only for 1 and a half year. so i won't die. lolx. but that doesn't mean that i cannot talk to guys lah. as best friend and friend, why not? i feel more relax like that. most probably i will find my prince charming in UK. hahaha

no stress except for bio lah. i think my post is till now only lah. i need to finished up my chem homework, revise on my biology and try starting the moral assignment. oh yea! i am going back to sri kl tomorrow. any sri kl ex-student that wanna come along? let me know. the more the merrier.

anime fans

i realized that my class has many anime fans. not bad lah. for the 1st time, my class co-operate. and it was fun though. we were expecting our biology lecturer to give us quiz today since we finished one chapter already. and since we came out early from our moral studies. most of my classmate sat at the cafeteria and we discussed about biology. but seriously, they really helped me to understand lots of things. at last, i understood what "endosymbiosis" means....its a myth where people believed that we, humans do not have any mitochondria and chloroplast. we get it from bacteria. *smile*

then i had another diet session today. hehehe. which means i didn't have lunch again lah. after lunch, we had double physics. which was fun. we did presentation. and it was successful of course. then we did some experiment. i realized that my class was quite fun after all. especially when it comes to the guys.

the topic of anime really drives my class nutz. so it can see that i might be in the right class after all. lolx. then we have thinking skill in the last period. we made the teacher to think where are some people from since the class is called thinking skill. the funny thing is that she studied us before she came into the class. as she knows us all already before she steps into the class. that teacher is really serious about the subject.

and now i have my biology reference book. so i wont go sesat again. yea. at least i feel more relieved now. and amy, i finished my math classwork in class again. hehehehe.

lalala...

3rd day of college. i am such a good girl. first thing i did in college was to go to the library to get a biology book to study. OMG!! i dun know how but i think i am getting the sickness from cheryl leong. flu.fever. sore throat. cny is coming soon and i am like half dead now.

although it was my 2nd day that i have biology. and if i am not wrong, i think my biology lecturer have been explaining the meaning ENDOSYMBIOSIS for like the third time. until now the word 'ENDOSYMBIOSIS' is still in my head but i dun know what the hell does it mean. anyone wants to sell their biology A LVL book, please let me know. i need it and its urgent. i am going sesat soon. at least i know the meaning of magnification and resolution.

and one thing that make me very happy today is that william chua came to taylor for a visit. i dun really think that you walk all the way to taylor rite? if you really do, i dun know what to say already. but still i am very happy to see you. it has been a long time since i see you. you didnt even come for prom.

so thats all for now lah...very sleepy adi...and dying from sore throat...

so many homework

so today was my 2nd day of school. and i was late for class. stupid traffic jam. i can remember all my classmate most likely. i am sorry lah but i just realized it today that there was a twins in my class. hahaha. they are wilson and willie. i guess thats how you spell willie. lolx. oh yea! thx willie for helping me photocopy some paper work.

then today my lunch was a disaster. i went out with joseph, leong zhi, ching wei and sheryn. we gals order chicken rice and it never did come. so me again didnt eat lunch. haha. it is just so me. joseph say that i should go on diet. maybe i should take his advise.

as kwan yee say so the library was full of sources. sheryn and i went to the library today to borrow math books. but now it doesn't seem to help me with anything because i am stuck at some stupid question. which is suppose to be very easy. i need help in math. HELP!!!!

for the 2nd day of school, math teacher give so much homework. but then i realize it that it was ok lah. since i finished it in 45 minutes. hehehe. i realized that my class got lotz of smart people. but too bad like everyone say so, no leng chai. and i bet my physic will be fun since the teacher is so friendly. and i realize that i am the only girl in class that play basketball. i am a weirdo. should have just say that i like shopping though it is not a sport.

i guess thats all for today lah. need get my head start spinning on the maths homework again. tata.

first day of college

first day college was okey lah except for the opening speech. Federick was like complaining the whole time. really very happy to meet back all my friends. especially my beloved, amy. but too bad we are not in the same class. so sad lah. after all the speech, Amy, Sheryn and i went subway to makan. then went to our own class. i am in the same class as Sheryn, Chalid and Shien Hong. after all that, we went for our last briefing and went to asia cafe.

before all that, we have a date with the 5 Beta "chinese gang". too bad the college got no lunch break. but still i am very happy to see Seh Sen, Seek Sean, Jun Sean, Ching Wei and EJ. i wonder if i can see them anymore especially Seh Sen. dungu Seh Sen. at least Seek Sean is coming back for new year. PS: Seh Sen, u better come back to Malaysia to visit us. but serious saying lah, i will really miss you lor.

on the way to asia cafe, bumped into my ex-tuition mate, Tung Herr. he still looks the same: hot and handsome. look likes he is going australia this year. then bumped into another ex-tuition mate, Arvenia. we still go crazy when we see each other. surprisingly to bump into them. but very happy though. and yup Tung Herr and Arvenia knows each other.

then my dear friend, Leong Zhi came supposingly to have lunch with me. but too bad. he just came back from china and he bought me some souvenirs. i really like it a lot. arigato leong zhi. you deserve a hug. *hug*. i should have say this to you when i first saw you. i miss you very much. lolx. this are the souvenir that i like a lot.

the lollipop is so big..i wonder how long it takes for me to finished it...hmmm

this face makes me think of Leong Zhi's advise
BE HAPPY, DON'T WORRY

look carefully...my teddy is wearing LV brand clothing

i think thats all for now lah. we shall all look forward for the new hope, new start and new life in college. bye.

final countdown

so i spent my new year eve with my family in Port Dickson. this time it was fun though i was not expecting for it. i am so in the mood to celebrate the countdown at least. the room was big enough for 2 family. so i went with my uncle n aunt n cousins. the biggest problem i faced in the whole trip is that the big bathroom they have in the room does not have a door. and it was directly link to the bedroom itself. but we have settled it though. but the fun thing was that some of the floor are made of glass. since it is a water chalet, we can see the sea view from the room as we stayed on top fo the sea itself. the wind was strong. it was fun. though no hot guys lah. then till 11 night, no sound of people celebrating new year. then sudden i hear fireworks from outside. so i ran out without slippers out from the room. and everyone just stare at my bare foot. so i ran in again to wear my slipper. dungu me!!! but anyway lah, i watch the fireworks and the mood was great. best new year celebration though it was not with my friends. but family works, too.

our water chalet

my handsome bro and me

my bro and dad so relaxing

me & my cousin

karaoke while waiting for countdown

firework display at night...new year

little crabby that we caught from the sea..

last thing before we check out...walk on the beach
you can also see the chalet from here

i don't want to come back just yet. i dun wan to go to college yet. i wan holiday. not fair, how come we form5 only got 1 month of break. haix. wateva lah. btw leong zhi, i want my lollipop and cute things. i will sure wait for it. hehehehehe. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! MAY THIS YEAR SPARKLES AND DAZZLES YOUR LIFE TO THE MAX. MUAXXX...

charmaine's tag

A for Amy Tee
1.Do you love this person?
yes..why not

2.Is this person your enemy?
nope..never will

3.Would you kiss this person?
always...

B for Benny
1.What do you really think of this person?
mature, cheerful, always being bully

2.What's his favourite colour?
not sure

3.Ever dance with him?
nope

C for Charmaine & Cheryl
1.Do you have a crush on this person?
of course...i love them

2.Have you had a crush on this person?
for long time

3.How old is she?
as young as me...lolx

D for Dexter
1.How long have you know him?
quite long

2.What is your biggest regret?
nothing at all

3.Do you hate this person?
never will

E for Esther
1.Have you met her/his parents?
yup..during graduation night

2.Worst thing about this person?
nothing at all

3.Best thing about this person?
friendly and cheerful

F for Fitri
1.Have you ever date this person?
i guess not

2.When is the last time you saw him?
during prom night

3.Do you go to school with him?
we go same skool lah

G for Gan, Caryn
1.Is she/he a good listener?
yup..definitely

2.Have you ever lied to make this person feel better?
never..but if it does make her feel better, i might

3.Is this person good looking?
of course

H for Hazmi
1.What grade is she/he in?
same as me..college soon

2.Is she/he your friend?
more than friend..he is my assistant

3.Ever done something illegal with this person?
i guess not..

I for
1.What is this person's favourite food?
-

2.How did you know her/him?
-

3.Do you trust her/him?
-

J for Jennie Lee
1.Does she has any siblings?
yes. one sis & one bro

2.Do you know her favourite song?
not really

3.What would you do if she confessed she like you?
i will say i love you too

K for Kwan Yee
1.When did you first meet?
in form 3

2.How did you meet?
school

3.Ever danced with this person?
once...but not much

L for Leong Zhi
1.What will you do if you had a crush on this person?
tell him straight i guess

2.Do you like him as your friend?
of course..

3.Would you go disneyland with this person?
why not...provided he pay

M for Munn Yee
1.Is this person older than you?
never will..same age as me

2.Is this person single?
dun really know now..i guess so

3.How many times do you talk to her in a week?
depends

N for Nabila
1. Is this person your girlfriend?
of course

2.Have you seen this person cry?
never...she's tough

3.Do you know this person middle name?
cant remember..nabila sound the best

O for Olivia Ng
1.Are you related?
nope

2.Could you live with person?
yes..why not

3.What school does she/he goes to?
same as me..but not sure bout college

P for Poh Yee
1.Have you ever go to the mall together?
not really..

2.How about a sleepover with her?
nope..would like to

3.Does this person has a job?
yes..to be my friend

Q for Qiao Yi Ng, Nicole
1.Does she has crush on you?
nope

2.Would you hug this person?
yes..definitely

3.Is this person your friend?
of course..

R for Rizal
1.Have you ever heard this person sing?
yes

2.Do you think this person will repost this?
i dont think so

3.When does this person look best?
on occasional events

S for Seh Sen
1.Is this person taller than you?
i guess so..but not much

2.Do you enjoy spending time with him?
yup..always..and nvr regretted

3.Does he live close to you?
not really..but soon further

T for Thian Zen Yee
1.Would you do anything for her?
depends..but most likely yes

2.Have you been to her house?
nope

3.Where does she live?
Bukit Jalil

U for
1.Who is she/he to you?
-

2.Is he/she single?
-

3.Does he/she stink?
-

V for Vee Vien
1.Does she have a crush on you?
dun think so

2.Would you hug this person?
why not..of course

3.Is this person your friend?
of course

W for William Chua
1.Is this person noisy or quiet?
very noisy

2.Describe this person?
hot, cool, handsome, cute

3.What colour eyes does this person have?
dark brown

X for
1.Why are your friends with she/he?
-

2.Have you ever gone anywhere with she or he?
-
3.What is one thing you will change about she/he?
-

Y for Yee Yan
1.Does this person wear make up?
on special occasion

2.Does this person play instrument?
i dun know

3.What is her favourite sport?
not sure

Z for Zee Zung
1.Does this person has MSN?
yes

2.Have you gone out with her?
nope

3.When will you see this person next?
college i guess