things which you do not hope happen more frequently
than things which you do hope.
~Titus Maccius Plautus
hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show
up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come.
~Anne Lamott
the sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar
which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never
entirely removes.
~Thomas Hardy
hope is the only bee that makes honey without flower.
~Robert Ingersoll
~Titus Maccius Plautus
hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show
up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come.
~Anne Lamott
the sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar
which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never
entirely removes.
~Thomas Hardy
hope is the only bee that makes honey without flower.
~Robert Ingersoll
sometimes i really wonder why is it so difficult for me to achieve something. but it seems so easy for some other people. is it because i have done something wrong in my past life and i have debt for it this life. that wouldn't be fair, would it be?
sometimes its really difficult that i can't stand it anymore. maybe its true that we need to sacrifice to achieve what we always wanted. but i really felt that this has gone too far. i really felt that my dreams are getting really hard to achieve. far and far away from me. people around me who used to be closed to me and always be there to care for me, in a sudden given up hope on me. " there's no point to study anymore, come out and start working." these words have been going through my head from time to time. i used to be so confident of what i do.
all of a sudden, the confidence in me just went away and never seems to come back. maybe its because of stress. but it don't seem like it to me. maybe i should just care less about how other people look at me. as long as i have the determination, i will find a way back to the top. but i can't believe that the people who cares me the most call me to give up. i don't need the word "give up" from you, all i need is just "work hard. i know you can it. believe in yourself." is it very hard for you to say it. maybe your trust on me also went away. but i do believe in myself that i can do it. and i will and must prove to you people that at this moment, my choice of not giving up will lead me to something that all of you won't be expecting me to have.
to be accurate 15 more days to spm. "elise, what are you doing still blogging?" i have been thinking of it ever since i start writing this post. i wrote this post so that i can concentrate on my studies and never think about some stuff. and most important, to regain my confidence and determination. i guess thats all i want to write. maybe my next post will be after spm and sorry to keep you waiting for the next post. thats all for now. tata.
sometimes its really difficult that i can't stand it anymore. maybe its true that we need to sacrifice to achieve what we always wanted. but i really felt that this has gone too far. i really felt that my dreams are getting really hard to achieve. far and far away from me. people around me who used to be closed to me and always be there to care for me, in a sudden given up hope on me. " there's no point to study anymore, come out and start working." these words have been going through my head from time to time. i used to be so confident of what i do.
all of a sudden, the confidence in me just went away and never seems to come back. maybe its because of stress. but it don't seem like it to me. maybe i should just care less about how other people look at me. as long as i have the determination, i will find a way back to the top. but i can't believe that the people who cares me the most call me to give up. i don't need the word "give up" from you, all i need is just "work hard. i know you can it. believe in yourself." is it very hard for you to say it. maybe your trust on me also went away. but i do believe in myself that i can do it. and i will and must prove to you people that at this moment, my choice of not giving up will lead me to something that all of you won't be expecting me to have.
to be accurate 15 more days to spm. "elise, what are you doing still blogging?" i have been thinking of it ever since i start writing this post. i wrote this post so that i can concentrate on my studies and never think about some stuff. and most important, to regain my confidence and determination. i guess thats all i want to write. maybe my next post will be after spm and sorry to keep you waiting for the next post. thats all for now. tata.
"those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it."
~George Santayana
~George Santayana
