Mixed feelings

Being sick on the holiday is really not a good idea. It's been ages since I posted something. I have been really busy with all my studies and catching up with my old academic problem.  Finally 2 days break due to labour day. But it's such a tiring day instead of a nice relaxing day.

Things happen. Sometimes I feel like "Am I thinking more wise or maybe I just don't like rumours going on about me?" It's very tiring to please everyone. It's really mission impossible. Maybe that's why I should care less. What an excuse I'm giving myself? But I like so who cares since that's what everyone around me says nowadays.  "I don't care anymore."

What's the update so far in my life till now.  Finally performed for the event after a month of hardwork practices and sweats. Though sadly to say I still make done mistakes. And yes, I managed to pass my final.. miracle happen!!!

The Karma Crew

Another final is coming up in 2 weeks time and I haven't started studying at all. Haix. And I've been really sick for the past week. Had been attending lots of events recently. Went for the Easter's celebration in church.

My lovely juniors

My girls

Us and the MC, Kai Chi

My housemates

I think that's all for now. Promised my boyfie to get some rest.  Time for some nap. Muaxxxx.

Comebacks!!!!

Maybe by using my original blog I can write more. A lot to catch up in this old blog.  The small young girl last 4 years now is still studying in Moscow.  The very sad country where it's practically 24/7 snowing. It's supposedly to be spring now but yet it's still snowing from time to time. Poor us.

I'm so tired today. Have been spending my this week dancing and rushing my report for my credit. I'm having my obs final next Thursday with 1000+ Russian mcq questions. So many things to do. Like what Gary from "Running Man" always says "STRESSSSSSSSS".

Today ended my day with a sucky argument.  I'm really sorry if I don't reply your message fast. I was really busy and tired. And I just recover from being sick. Even my friends are being so nice to me, calling me not to lose my ring since it's so loose on my finger. I sincerely apologise.

Oh.. Before I forgot, I'm having my dance performance next Saturday. If you are wondering how I can manage my time for final and practice, don't bother asking cause I'm not sure on that as well. That's why next week is my hardest week ever in my life. 2 important things in a week. OMG!!! =(

Well the last thing someone can put a smile on my face before I sleep.  My mom was finally replying me after few days hunting for her.  She always support me no matter what happen. Thank god for that.  Really miss her lots. And really glad that she loves the cardigan I bought her. xoxo

I think that's all for tonight. I'm really tired from all the dance practice and hopefully there's no bruises on my hip from all the dance. Hehehe.  Pray hard.  Night.

- six letters -

the present that i received from Amy yesterday. the hollywood award was awarded to me by Sam and Amy for my birthday present. that was like 3 months ago supposed to be handed to me. lolx. thank you SAM and AMY. love u guys.

the bottle of star were given by Amy as a parting gift. i gave her one bottle also. but somehow she loves the way of making me doing something when i get the present. she wrote six letters inside the bottle and its everywhere. lolx. thats my Amy.

being forced to pour out everything for the letters

-six letters-

dun worry i'll remembered what is written in the letter forever. and of course friends forever lah. its a fact. hahaha. but seriously next time if you wan to buy me chocolate, get me a smaller wan. i can imagine the weight gaining when eating that big piece of chocolate. hahahaha. evil.........

small farewell and reunion

 today went out with Michelle, Amy, Shein Hong and Kevin. as usual we go sing-k in redbox. and not missing the part where Shein Hong always hold the controller. lolx. took lots of picture since it's a small farewell for Amy. Amy will be going to UK next sunday. she is leaving earlier than me. sob sob.

 

 kevin is the photographer...

 

michelle and i....*cheese*

 

 amy and i...

 

 my present from amy

 

two box of kisses and a bottle of stars...

 

busy sms-ing the guy tat never show up after all in the k-room

 

 

 

 

 kevin, me and shein hong....in zanmai

 

 amy and michelle

after sing-k, went to zanmai with sheryn to eat. and there goes michelle and her hotpot AGAIN. hahaha. went home at 5pm with kevin. and here i am writing a post and updating my blog. anyway, the guy tat i was busy sms-ing did turn up after our sing-k session. but only for a short while. haix.but anyway thanks for coming.  having a date with amy next week most probably before she leave. so sad. i think tats all for now. starting to become lazy on writing blog d. grammar mistake everywhere. lolx. nite. sweet dreamz. 

results OUT

finally the result for A-LEVEL exam is finally out today at 7am. then went to college to collect the exam slip. my result was not too bad lah. still happy bout my result. nothing to be sad about. at least better than my AS result. while collecting my exam slip, i collected my MUET slip aso....and it was really annoying cause i only need 5 more marks to go to Band 4....ahhhhhhh....

then meet up with Michelle and Wei Jie and David and Shein Hong. went mian dui mian to makan lunch. then after that, went to AC to sit there and chat with Sheryn and Shan. then Michelle fetch me to russian language class. i regret going to language class. should have followed Sheryn and watched Lee Hom's movie....sob sob....i was yawning all way round the class...so sleepy...didnt get a wink of sleep last night thanks to the result....lolx

i think i'll go get some sleep now...nite...sweet dreamz to everyone of you guys out there...

JOey bday PaRty

on last Saturday, went to my cousin's house to celebrate her birthday. she is the same age as my sis now which is 9 years old. kinda have a little reunion also lah. they have my favourite food STEAMBOAT. so nice. so long didn't eat steamboat with one pot already. everytime i go eat steamboat also go shabu-shabu only. eating from one pot got more family feeling more. hahaha. took only few pictures.

 its only part of the food...its only one section...

my cousin and my sis and her friends

tah dah

somehow my bro looks drunk

and he didn't had any alcohol at all....disappointed

birthday gal cutting her bday cake

thats all for the past day. haix. tomorrow the A-level result will be out at 8 am in the morning. everyone will be able to check their results on the internet pretty soon. and i am so scared and nervous now. bet i wouldn't be able to sleep tonight. seriously thinking hard if cannot get the requirement result what will happen??? haiyo...no one there to comfort me...promise to not sms someone for a period of time...sob sob

thats all for now...officially GG tomorrow lah. bye for now...........nite nite.

lost AGAIN...

i feel super weird and awkward in language class today. from deciding not to go to language class, somehow Medic Ed managed to get me there due to some certificate that i need. i was absent for two days in class already. and today i finally went for class. and the teacher starts teaching in russian language already. i was like scratching my head when she start to talk super super fast.

Mich is like keep asking me whether i am okey or not. after sometime, i managed to get my soul back to the table where i am sitting. then i start to pay attention and tried to understand what she trying to say. somehow she sounded like she was speaking Indian language to us instead of Russian. but still the class was quite useful today. as i learn quite lots of stuff. worth it to pay RM600 for it. but i have russian language test coming up soon. that is when i really gonna die. haix.

anyway i am planning for farewell for all my friends out there. anyone has any brilliant idea??? u can jz tag me and tell me your idea k before i leave...mostly all my farewell will be on august. thats all for now......bye...

so the Russian language class has started. well according to Mich, its pretty hard to learn Russian language. i don't really know about it yet.  so far my self-study is ok. now i am quite worried about it already. is it really that hard??? the difficult thing to learn is that they differentiate the word said by male and female though its the same meaning of word. ahhhhhh....so troublesome

anyway still got few more weeks, the A-level result will be coming out. to really think about it, my stomach is having butterflies again. lolx. what if i failed in some subject? my confidence is totally out. haix. really don't know what to do. all we can do is to pray and wait till the that day come. hahahaha.

thats all for now. don't know what else to post for today. not really in a mood to post something nowadays. maybe after i go to russia lah.

-до свидания-

russia moscow

long time no update my blog already. so the latest news on me is that in one more month time, i'll be on the flight to moscow in russia to study medicine there.

karaoke and PROM

after my final exam, amy, zi, mich and i went to pyramid. and of course sheryn was there too. so is shein hong and kevin. we went for karaoke. till 5 pm only and the next day was prom already. we had so much fun singing and dancing in the room since it was zi's last day in subang with us. of course taking picture will not run away from the topic. lolx.

amy and i...

always loner in karaoke room...emo-ing

take 2

the whole world knows that sheryn love herself more than the koala

lolx

*hugs*

koala is very sensitive when tickle...hahaha

amy and koala

mich and koala

doing my role as the tree for the koala...hahaha

miss you

then on the next day, was our taylor prom. spent all day in mid valley garden to set my hair and make up. so tiring. really thought that i would be late since i went and fetch kevin at 7pm. thank god there's was no jam hence reached in within 30 minutes. i suspected sheryn's driver drive a plane. she reached J.W.Mariot in 15 minutes where she stayed further than me. swt. lolx.when you are late for few minutes, you will never stop receiving phone call. so terrible. of course we took pictures of friends since our last night together. so sad. the prom was so so lah. not as fun as sri kl's prom. but the teacher's performance was fabulous.

wilson and i...still missing the other part of him, willy

sheryn's wife....from left to the right

1st to the last wife...

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_SOLO PICTURES WITH LENG CHAI_

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last group picture with Ms. Gladys

sheryn, kai xian and i..

thats the ending of the college prom 2010 with the theme

"ATLANTIS ODYSSEY"